the pursuit of happy-ness

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Sunday, August 30, 2009

@ 11:35 PM

met dear after he ended work today to have supper. and while we were walking, dear suddenly pulled out a smaller bag from his huge paper bag and told me it was a gift for me! haha... i was really damn surprised cos there was really no occasion. well of cos, the excited me immediately wanted to see what dear got me. a dress! it is really pretty and sweet:) i am a happy happy girl! hehe...

dear, thanks for the surprise and the effort you put in... i really really really love it and i love you even more!

outing with my girls tmr!!! stephy, car and lu! i really cant wait. it has been forever since we all met up. i love you girls:)

Friday, August 28, 2009

@ 1:11 PM

yes yes yes yes yes!!! exams are OVER!!!! oh my gosh. i am so damn happy right now. well at least now till the day i get my results.

aniwaes, so so so many things i wanna do. this is the list that i have come up with...

with wafaradilla:

1) celebrate siti sarah's bday!

2) celebrate nurfa's bday!

3) break fast together

4) go bazaar geylang

with besties:

1) mind's cafe

2) dempsey hill ben and jerry's

3) chill at clarke quay

4) Shopping

with dear:

1) celebrate your birthday :)

2) watch year one and final destination

3) go sunshine place

4) zoo/ night safari/ underwater world

cant wait to spend time with my loves :) i feel excited just thinking about it! hahaha...

Monday, August 24, 2009

@ 4:05 PM

fuck. seriously. argh. so frustrating. never ending. cannot understand. cannot remember. bloody exams. fighting a losing battle alone. i swear i cant wait for this misery to end.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

@ 12:23 AM

in the midst of my seemingly endless mugging, i am still thinking of that agnes b wallet. omg. shoot me.

Friday, August 21, 2009

@ 12:13 AM

today's paper was really bad. really demoralizing.

i need you.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

@ 9:12 AM

i am so so scared right now. exam at 12.30 later today. wish me luck!

Saturday, August 15, 2009

@ 3:53 PM

exams start next thursday. so so afraid i am gonna screw it up. pls pls pls let me get through this. i really cant afford to screw up.

dear's work is getting alot tougher. not enough rest. really hope he doesnt fall sick!

oh ya, over the past few days, watched two movies with dear. we watched hangover and where got ghost. i did not intend to watch hangover initially but i changed my mind because all those who have watched it said it was really good. i felt that it was just gonna be a sleazy movie (remember superbad?) but i still decided to give it a chance. and... glad i watched it! it was funny. not just plain sleazy. so it was good overall:) where got ghost... oh mann... a major disappointment. i was expecting so much more after watching money no enough 2.

cant wait for my exams to be over! looking forward to my outing with my besties and planning for dear's birthday:)

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

@ 11:21 PM

Happy Happy Happy Birthday Siti Norshakilla(adikku)!!



i hope u liked everything we planned for you today! and the present too! hee... and sorry again for interrupting the flow of the celebration cos i lost my phone! haha... but luckily i managed to get it back! aniwaes, hope u still enjoyed your birthday celebration. and and and... wafaradilla loves you ALWAYS:)

p.s i am really glad your bday wish came true :)

p.p.s they should have bus stops along expressways eh? lol!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

@ 8:59 PM

i am so glad everything is okay. i am a very happy girl now :)

exams are coming. damn.

Mr Stranger, i know you will never read this. but i still feel very bad. i am so sorry... i disappointed myself when i let my fear take over. i am sorry..

Sunday, August 9, 2009

@ 9:36 PM

let's play pretend!

oh yes, wanna know me better? read my profile (at the side) and you will know WHAT I LOVE :)

watched the parade with mummy today. she is really very cute. she stood at attention and sang the anthem and said the pledge. she made me do it too. hahaha.. i love you mummy! and, HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE!

besties, i look forward to our post exam celebrations! love u girls :)



@ 8:32 PM

i miss you _ _ _ . i wonder how different things would be if you were around all these years. maybe i would be a better person. maybe i would be stronger. i miss you. and i love you despite it all.



@ 4:28 PM

robert pattinson is still so damn HOT! watching mtv awards now and he won a few awards already!! hahaha.. and yes, he is voted most sexiest man on earth by a magazine ;)

looking forward to his next upcoming movie!

Saturday, August 8, 2009

@ 3:32 PM

now is not the time. i just hope the time will come. wardah's simple wish doesnt seem so simple anymore.



@ 9:07 AM

on a personal note, this might just be for the better :) Mr _ _ _ _ _ , it is about time you showed up.


Mad world- Adam Lambert
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world



@ 3:00 AM

it is three in the morning. what's said and what's left unsaid is keeping me awake.



@ 1:54 AM

i know i should be happy. this is what i wanted SO SO MUCH. but yet, it just doesn't feel quite right. i feel... confused :(