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Friday, February 22, 2008
Dina's birthday celebration
@ 8:24 PM

yesterday i went shopping with lulu straight after exams. and then went for dinner with car and stephy and lu. i love the post-exam feeling. and it gets better today=)

this morning i woke up early to go dear's house cos today his reporting time for work was at 11. but he end late also so i cannot meet him after work. but still, i feel so happy i managed to meet him today even if it was just for 2+ hours. but i hated having to see him leave for work. just like i hate all the other times we have to say goodbye. haha... i noe i noe... very mushy. but i am sure all of you are able to relate to that feeling.aniwaes dear, i think you look very handsome in your uniform. oops. hehe.





After that i went to meet fatin, sara and sara's cousin kok chuan. We went to clementi to get the ingredients and the stuff for dina's bday. enjoyed their company very much=) kept laughing and just didn't care bout anyone else around. just the way i like it. aniwaes, sara's cousin was really gentlemanly and he is really easy to talk to even though you have just gotten to know him. after that we all went to shakilla's house to cook. we cooked nuggets and fried chicken and fried noodle. i know how to cook fried nooodle already! i promise i will cook for you soon k dear. haha. and oh ya, shakilla's younger cousin was there. he is so cute!! he kept wanting to feed the fish. lol. and he smells so nice. just like a baby. erm. which he is. ok i sound dumb. moving on. after that shakilla's uncle gave us a lift to sembawang park cos we had to carry so many things and uh.. didnt quite know how to get there. haha. it was really very nice of him cos shakilla wasn't even there. the car ride was fun cos his car is kinda like a racing car. super fast. super fun i tell you. haha... after that we went to the park and arranged the stuff while waiting for dina and shakilla to reach. dina liked the food and her cake and her present i think. haha... really happy bout that. sorry dina, jam couldn't make it. but hope you still had a great time and felt all of our love.hehe.. aniwaes when we all wanted to play hopscotch, it started to rain so we all had to leave. nonetheless, it was another great outing with my wafaradilla=) hope ifah will be able to join us next time too cos she couldn't make it in time for today's celebration.



yay! tmr is the weekends... a whole day with dear=)

Thursday, February 21, 2008
finally!
@ 9:14 PM

so so so glad the exams are finally over. wad a nightmare. really hate tt period so much. v v little sleep but lucky lulu studied with me. it made things alot better=)thanks lu! =D but i dread the results la. cos i know two of the papers i really screwed up. dont quite understand myself. donno why i lack discipline so much. ppl study weeks in advance but i study the night before. hai. but now, i just hope miraculously i can just pass all my papers. biology and childbearing was horrible. like i really completely blanked out. v sad. but whatever it is, i am glad it is all over! now time to rest=) much much awaited. tv!!! haha... outings. shopping.SLEEP! yay!but not for long... next week attachment. YUCKS. just now i saw car at causeway. feel v sad when i see her like tt. can see she like suffering. she like v tired and sick. she's always so cheerful so when see her like that, really feel heartpain. i hope she will feel better soon. oh ya, tmr going out with my dearest wafaradilla=)


aniwaes let me update on all that has happened since my last update. one of the more memorable outings with dear was going to cck park! it was really nice cos we played at the playground. the slide, this choo-choo train thingy and alot of other things. then there were two children who came to play with us. they were so cute and friendly! they not afraid to talk to us. haha... really v nice=) then we found this quiet and romantic spot there. very calming and it feels so away-from-the-rest-of-the-world. really love that feeling=) suddenly fall in love with that place. but i still miss going to sunshine place. its a different feeling i suppose. both equally beautiful and special cos of dear=)




















on valentine's day dear had it all planned but last minute he had to work till later than expected. v sad. so we only ended up gg to causeway point. but we ate at delifrance. i really love the delifrance there cos at night the atmosphere is really v nice. but since it was v day, it wasnt v quiet. haha... but still i enjoyed the company=) love u dear. and the food especially dear's burger was YUMMY! haha... after that we went to watch p.s i love you =) luckily we managed to get the last two side by side seats. the rest left were all single ones. the show was really v sweet=) makes you very afraid that you might just lose the one you love so much. i cried. lol. althoguh i still think The Notebook is a better romantic movie, i still higly recommend p.s i love you =) go watch k everyone! haha...

and dear, i wanna go 302 and eat the prata again. the curry very nice=D beancurd too please! p.s i love you.

Saturday, February 16, 2008
Ugh
@ 11:56 PM

who said things can't get any worse. bullshit.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Bad Day
@ 12:53 PM

okies. time to grumble.

i feel bad cos i stupidly fell asleep and didnt't even hear the alarm that i had set to wish dina happy bday at 12mn. dina. dina. her of all ppl. one of the most impt ppl in my life. ugh. shoot me pls. i feel so pissed off with myself.

and mummy and my aunt are having a quarrel. and it's like the sister that my mum is closest to. hai. it doesn't matter whose fault it is. i am not blaming anybody. i mean like just get over it cann everyone! family is the MOST impt thing in life. so why drag a petty quarrel?

and dear's superior scolded him cos he did smthg wrong at work. i can see he is affected by it but he just keeps brushing aside his unhappiness.

and my exams are on thurs and i am soooo damn far from finishing the whole book.

yup. right now things really suck. maybe it might seem abit dramatic to others for me to say that. but when my loved ones are upset, that's as bad as things can get for me. i can only pray for things to get better.

Thursday, February 7, 2008
Cny!
@ 7:11 PM

To all my chinese friends, i hope you all have a very enjoyable chinese new year! get alot alot of ang paos k and eat all the nice nice food=) but pls rem to study for the upcoming exams. bummer. no worries, i haven't started either. am so not in the mood to study. shucks.

And to my dear, i hope you enjoy your celebration with your family too! i miss you already=( i look forward to seeing you soon! get many many ang paos k! hehe... Actually i feel bad for blaming you about ... I can only imagine how you must have felt when it happened, and to think you just kept it to yourself. it makes me feel even worse. if it was the other way round, and it was you instead, i know i would have had an even bigger reaction. i love you. always.

Monday, February 4, 2008
Falling.
@ 8:44 PM

Yesterday when dear sent me home, he fell down. he sprained his ankle but still went to work today. really very heart pain seeing dear like that... and today on my way to sch, i fell down too. ouch. =(

Aniwaes, all my friends cleared their retest! so happy for all of them but let's work hard guys! semestral exam coming soon. ugh. after sch went to lulu's house awhile and i intro her to the bloon game. she say it's like warcraft. lol. she played it quite well. she managed to complete the easy level in her first attempt. not bad eh. hehe... after that went lot 1 with her. then i met dear after he ended work and we had dinner together. time spent with dear, though short, is very enjoyable. i really love his company. but... dear told me today that in april he will have to go to selarang camp for two weeks 24-hours ex. and he is the IC! which means dear will be busy busy busy=( hope things won't be too bad.

Sunday, February 3, 2008
Birthday celebrations!
@ 3:43 PM

Thursday all of us managed to go and eat seoul garden earlier cos stephy skipped her lesson. haha... but even then i had to wait alone for about 2 hours *tears trickling down cheeks* haha... no la. was just being lame. time passed quite quickly cos i copied Psychology notes from sara's book... and no, she didn't attend lectures. she copied the notes feom someone else. lol. aniwaes me, lulu, car and stephy didn't manage to eat alot at seoul garden but everybody finished the cake that we bought for lulu from bakerz inn. it's a strawberry shortcake. it looks super nice on the outside with the generous amount of sweet strawberries on the top but... but... it gets even better. when you cut it, there are strawberries in between!! whoah. haha... yup. with the cream... sinful but i LOVE it. haha... and lulu thought her bday cake was v nice too=) so yay! stephy and i made the right choice=) after that we went shopping and then we took neoprints. the four of us=)









On friday, i went lulu's house to do my makeup and hair before the chalet and to help her with her hair and to choose her clothes. Car and i chose the white dress for her cos it is the most appropriate. and she looked really pretty=) We were late so we took a cab to the chalet but like there was still a jam and so it would have been pretty much the same thing if we had taken a train. and.. and... it gets worse... we went to the coasta sands at pasir ris when we were actually supposed to go to coasta sand downtown east. oops. so we had to tk a bus to get there. then when we reached we quickly began decorating. Car cannot blow or tie the balloons no matter how she tried. it was damn funny looking at her actions i tell you... haha... aniwaes the food arrived soon and just in time cos stephy and her bf just reached too. so they helped us carry the stuff... there were alot of things and we really were finding it hard to manage and this really kind couple offered to let us put our things in their car and gave me and lu a ride to the first floor. it was really v sweet of them. so ppl... do not despair...there are many kind souls around. haha... aniwaes after that we went back and continued decorating the room. soon lulu's bf came and then dear came too!! i was so happy cos thought he wouldn't be able to make it. then soon or sec sch friends came and lulu's friend arrived too. we couldn't start the bbq as early as we had initially intended cos it was raining but luckily the bbq got going at some point of time. and the food was nice but the best by far is her BIG birthday cake! it tasted like ferrero rocher. absolutely yummy. and dear and i took another slice before we left the chalet. haha... and at nite we played games. the grab the balloon game and the murderer game. donnno why so dear so lucky... keep on getting the murderer card. lol. anw the game was alot of fun. dear and i left at ten plus the next day.









when i reached home i went out with my family to celebrate mummy's birthday. we had seafood!! haha... very nice of cos... and mummy got a bonia handbag from my aunt. i was so touched i cried cos mummy wanted that for so long but i still haven saved up enough to buy for her. she was really very happy. and she got a bonia passport holder too. lol. and last xmas she got a bonia keypouch. haha... okies. she must be VERY happy. yup and i am happy too. feel alot of love from everyone around me =) love u mummy and my besties and my dear. haha... i noe u will be reading this... so stop lying if u becone the murderer AGAIN! lol.